Shattered's Journey Through Her Senior Year


Thursday, July 29, 2010

Today's Shattered Star: Loneliness

I have a lot of people in my life. A whole lot of people- family, friends, acquaintances. But sometimes, a person just feels like they need more than that, they need someone to themselves. I'm not even sure what I mean by that, but I do know that I had a great dream last night (or this morning I guess), where I did have someone. Then my sister woke me up.

It felt like there was a vital piece of my soul missing.


And it just doesn't make sense, but I'm just so lonely a whole lot. Its really an awful feeling.


~Shattered

2 comments:

lolmeghan said...

I understand. A lot of people think the only way to find that kind of feeling is to have a significant other. I have at least two friends who are obsessed with the idea of being in love, and whenever they get rejected or left it's a catastrophic event.

The fact is, that person can be anyone. Yes, it can be a significant other. Some people find that person in God. Some people have a best friend from whom they are inseparable. Some people have a solid relationship with one of their parents, or a cousin, or an uncle.

There is someone special out there for everyone, but not everyone is looking in the right place.

miabee16 said...

Aww, I'm sorry. :( I'm feeling this way, too, right now. I'm feeling more alone now than I've ever felt before, and it's hard to deal with..

I used to get those dreams, too. It's awful waking up and having that feeling seep out of you; feeling empty again, or, as you say, like that piece of your soul is missing, and you're incomplete once more.

But I truly believe you'll find that person to complete you someday, if this is what you feel you need. It might take a lot of time and lessons and heartache before then, but when you're ready for that person, when you've become who you need to be for them, they'll come around. *Hugs!*